I woke up hungover on 4ish hours of sleep yesterday morning, normal WI day. Just for the record, I do not drink to excess during the week pretty much ever. I don’t go to work with hangovers. I don’t make a habit of getting less than 7-8 hours of sleep. As I read over this post and realize how trashtacular I sound, I want it to be known that Monday night was a disaster, but not a typical one. Anyway, totally forgot to WI on Tuesday, nor would I have cared to anyway, and figured I might get an artificially low number due to my severe dehydration. I also question whether I could have stood upright long enough to get a reading on the scale, but that’s a whole other ballgame. So I weighed this morning to get it out of the way, record that shit, and move on. And naturally, the scale is totally trying to mindfuck me by showing a 3.6 pound loss.
I loved the number I saw this morning, but it is completely impossible to be happy with it knowing it is artificial in one way or another. I don’t know if the scale is messed up, if I’m still dehydrated from the massive alcohol consumption, if I have some life-threatening disease which will emaciate me over time, or what else. I like the fact that my scale is usually pretty reliable and indicative of my progress on a week to week basis, so I’m naturally irritated with this confusion. Out of curiosity, I went back and attempted a half-ass tracking of what I ate from Thursday through Monday since it was mostly untracked. I’m looking at roughly 90 in the red, just from what I could remember consuming. So it’s not like one of those dainty little weeks where I didn’t do as badly as I thought. Shit was bad. I tend to see false gains more than false losses, so it’s harder to conceive the reasons for it.
Anyway. I’m not tracking that weight. I will probably break my 7 month streak of no mid-week scale peeking and check tomorrow to see what’s going on, but I feel like it’s kind of justified here since the scale is either broken or fucking with me. It’s less than a year old so I wasn’t expecting this kind of shenanigans from it so soon. I might track tomorrow’s weight; I might just wait until next Tuesday.
Enough whining. Regardless of whether I lost 3 pounds or gained 12, I am getting my shit in gear today. Yesterday was mostly in gear but a little overly processed and I bailed on the gym again. Today has been on the ball so far, and I’m going to the gym after work and making Emily Bites lasagna rolls for dinner. I’ve been trying to rock the Lasagna Cupcakes but Wegman’s is being a dick with their wonton wrapper supply. I’ve got a plan, I’ll stick with it, and I’ll update on what the scale spits out the next time around.